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Building Up Fast!12:38 May 30 2006
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Why does it seem like everything is catching up with me right now? I should be happier then hell because in about 18 more days from now Tommy will be here and I am don't get me wrong just everything is coming to the surface of my mind.
Okay since I have been lurking all the time when I come on here anymore, I will explain some of why...
1. Personal Fears are Consuming ALL my Thoughts.
2. My family is fighting, all the time.
3. My very best friend is jealous of my boyfriend.
4. My boyfriend is jealous of one of my closer guy family friends.
5. I am thinking about going back to my therapist because thoughts of self-harm are back.
6. Family trying to make my life a living hell because of the same guy who my boyfriend is jealous of.
7. I have too much homework piled up and I am procastinating. Need to get my ass in gear!!!
8. I am thinking to much!
9. I found out my letters were being destroyed!!!! Damn dumb ass people!!!!!!!
10. I cannot stop having dreams where my fears are coming to light and showing themselves.
Okay I am done for now, I think. I might come back and rant some more later this evening but I need to go get some of the homework done and mail a letter to my boyfriend that I just finished.
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